Stop speeding.
I would like to understand the situation that I'm going through. Right now it seems like the sky is cloud again and the air is leaving the room. Somehow I can't get to understand how is this possible. Is like walking in a thin line where each day I lose balance, it isn't easy... but I guess that's the purpose. What is this that I'm doing? am I knocking doors just because? Why is it so hard for me to do what he commanded me to do? Is so hard when the world is always trying to tackle you down. Somehow is always easy to blame the world but this is not because I have a reason to blame it, is because I'm too tired of this weight that I create for my own suffering. For decades we've heard how good is the human being to sabotage itself... even though we know it, is not something that just disappears. I guess the real struggle of being in this world is being able to handle ourselves and being able to overrule our self-bullying. I'm so tired of you f